Grandpa, may you rest now

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

I cant explain how my tears can dry up in pain
Nor how I can smile through all of this
I’m trying….I’m trying.. grandpa!

I am not afraid and I will not bury you inside my heart
I will bring you to life through words… through spirit!
I have so many unanswered questions! Why?

Why were you so strong,
And how did you raise such a great man like my father
I want to learn…

I have so many heart beats left,
G-d, Why couldn’t I have just given him some of them?

May my prayers come from the air of my grandfathers last breath
And may g-d’s ears open to hear these words…
“I want him back, Please!”

Please… please .. ..
take whatever you want!
Just bring him back to us!
I love you дедушка Миша!

May you live through us,
Every step of the way

And may you be as proud of us
As we are proud of you.

Thank you.

pleasure

Sunday may 3, 2009 11:20pm

I wrote with words “we wish dessert was slow and painful!”
Healthier then fast and forgettable
Feelings lasted a second ago,
and now!, The future has no extensions at all!

Emptiness, left evidence by my'stake
I mean mistake, intake, all the journeys that we face

Engage we shall, and swallow slow
Chew and wonder off into tastes unforgettable

Assist instructions into inner indulgence
Inner explosions, winners, we are all it!

Indicate ways, where we integrate faith
Innovate hate, into smiles we create

A lesson, is less then a sentence long...
That forms our expressions
For as long as we sketch them

One who seeks, believes!
One with reach, is at ease
For thee is no longer blind to see